When you wake up

and read something new

and you knew you didn't know it all

and you still don't know it all

it feels like every time you discover what you have

been doing wrong

or teaching wrong

or learning wrong

you go backwards down 

the steps into a place that just SCREAMS

you need to learn more

and so you open up a new book and read something

new

and you've discovered that what you thought you knew the first time

wasn't right either

But that's progress

going backwards down the steps

and then sometimes heading in the right direction

Your souls may be worn but

at least they are trying to go in the right direction

the better direction

the healing direction

two steps back and one step forward...right?